“It may be that when we no longer know what to do, we have come to our real work, and when we no longer know which way to go, we have begun our real journey. The mind that is not baffled is not employed. The impeded stream is the one that sings.”
– Wendell Berry

Secret Santa :: Upon arriving to work the other week I was greeted with a teeny tiny mini snow globe at my desk from my Secret Santa – it was magical. I’ve decided Secret Santa is one of my most favorite games ever.
Sometimes
There is no photo with this post because I dropped my phone in the Puget Sound this weekend. There is a perfect photo for this post on that phone. The phoneless life is interesting…and isolating! Due to several complications in the “getting a new phone” department it’s been 5 days now without a phone. 5 days of real Seattle life with no phone. I feel so disconnected. That, and it’s a miracle that I’ve gotten out of bed on time. I’ve been using the timer on my oven all week as my alarm clock. There’s no snooze and it only beeps twice!
Back to SOMETIMES.
Sometimes it’s the little things that delight me most. And sometimes it’s the commonplace ordinary things that most overwhelm me.
A couple weeks ago I took a solo road trip to Montana. And while driving along glorious stretches of I-90 I found myself thinking about cars and driving. And soon became completely overwhelmed with the very idea of driving. Ya know, humans invented cars and then humans all over the world drive the things everyday like its no big deal. 16 year old kids drive cars. I can drive a car. I do it all the time without thinking twice. I think about it too hard and it’s just the craziest most amazing thing. After a few minutes of these thoughts I can hardly believe cars are a part of my reality.
And let me just tell you – while busting it out of Seattle and into the land of Montana – alone for 8 hours – I let the novelty of driving and my capability to jump in car and whisk myself over mountains and through multiple states overwhelm me to my core. I also relished in my independence and new found freedom completely: windows down, one foot out the window, Enrique blasting and me sometimes laughing out loud at myself, but mostly singing along at the VERY top of my lungs(if I told you which song I had on repeat you might blush!).
The end.

Sex and the City :: Upon re-hashing the details of my most recent date, a friend asked if I’d ever watched Sex and the City. Truth: I had never seen a full episode. Shortly thereafter, like a good Seattlelite, I went to the public library website and placed a hold on the first season DVD of Sex and the City.
This week, at long last, I received an email that the DVD was available. I picked it up and confession: I watched the entire first season in one week. And, I’m hooked.
The above meal was consumed one night this week with my laptop open in front of me playing episode after episode of Sex and the City. It was lovely. I’ve placed holds on Season 2, 3, & 4 and plan to spend those occasional dreary Seattle summer evenings in a similar manner.

Rope Baby :: I know, I know, I know. The last thing I wrote was about a tent and now I’m writing about a climbing rope. I might as well succumb to a destiny of living in this state for the rest of my life.
But, people! I own my very own climbing rope and I went climbing outside this weekend – just me and my brother and my brand new rope baby.
We didn’t die. We did climb and climb. And also drove and drove. To both Cashmere and Vantage.
This new hobby has been like 6 years in the making for me. I can’t believe I own all the things and have all the skills to go outside by myself and not die. Ahhhhh, let me tell you – there is something about it, climbing that is, that makes me feel so very alive and smart and capable. Maybe I should feel those things all the time as they are probably true of me most of the time, but I guess if it take scaling rocks while hanging from little rope baby (and reminding my brother to pay attention to me!) to help me learn that they are deeply true than that’s okay for now.
Until I really believe them…or fall off a rock.
Last night
Last night I set up my new tent in my living room. Then, I turned on Mumford & Sons, got inside my tent and hung out for awhile. I was having so much fun I decided to sleep in my new tent in my living room. And, I loved it. Well, I loved it till about 3AM when I traded it for my bed in the next room.
” Listen to yourself and in that quietude you might hear the voice of God.”
On the radio on the way to work a few days ago I heard that Maya Angelou had passed away. And then, that just a few days before she passed she had tweeted the above. May you rest in peace Ms. Angelou. Thank you for your writing and the wonderful thoughts and words you contributed to the world. And, for that final tweet. I needed those words that morning this week.
What are you doing on June 6th? :: Heading to the movie theatre with a box of Kleenex to watch The Fault In Our Stars, of course. Just finished the book. I suggest you get yourself a copy pronto.
If all the seas were one sea,
What a GREAT sea that would be!
And if all the trees were one tree,
What a GREAT tree that would be!
And if all the axes were one axe,
What a GREAT axe that would be!
And if all the men were one man,
What a GREAT man that would be!
And if the GREAT man took the GREAT axe,
And cut down the GREAT tree,
And let it fall into the GREAT sea,
What a splish splash THAT would be!– Mother Goose, 1916
Saturday :: I had a lovely Saturday this past weekend. I slept in. I got my haircut. After 31 years, I think I’ve found someone who I’ll stick with to cut my hair. And bonus, she’s within walking distance of my current residence. I putzed the rest of the afternoon: cleaned a little, cruised the interwebs, roasted and consumed an entire cauliflower, napped, and then zipped downtown to pick up my mom. She was in town for work. We met up with my brother at Caffe Zingaro(bc omg he lives here now!), downed tea and a lemon tart, before scurrying over to Seattle Rep where we immersed ourselves in a little culturing. Did you know that Who’s Afraid Of Virginia Woolf is one of the top 5 American plays of all time? I did not.
The play was incredibly well done. I just wish they didn’t fight so much.


